Power goes to peoples' heads

I hate it when people who used to be genuine and caring suddenly change after power is introduced to them. I have two friends who used to be sweethearts and treated people well, but ever since these two friends acquired positions of power through the university, they have change dramatically. Smartass comments are made and they no longer care who they hurt. They are overbearing and ridiculous with their demands; all the while thinking they have the "right" to be rude and disrespectful to others. These two people have really shown me a side of themselves that I didn't know existed and it's sad. Sad that they believe they can treat people this way and still keep their friends. Needless to say other people I know are getting sick of them and they are losing great friendships left and right. I would feel bad for them if it wasn't their own faults but since it is their power hungry authoirty that makes them cruel people, I could care less if they eventually have no friends.

I just hate it when people change for the bad.......

CrAzY eMoTiOnS

I have been an emotional wreck lately and I have no idea why. I had two instances this weekend where my anti-social self decided to creep in and ruin good times. We had a little get together on Friday and after being downstairs with everyone for about an hour, I couldn't handle it anymore and had to go to my room. And then last night, Megs and I had talked about drinking and having a good time since there were no classes today due to Labor Day and I didn't have to work. But without warning, I started crying and hid away in my room. This is starting to get ridiculous. I have been emotional before but it seems to be really affecting me now. I think I need to go to the doctor and talk about getting on the Yaz birth control since I'm almost positive I have PMDD and that's why I get like this every month. I also need to get my Thyroid checked out too and maybe talk about anti depressants or anxiety medication. Anyone who knows me knows I HATE taking any medication to feel better, but enough is enough. I'm not going to allow this year to go by horribly when maybe medication can help. We'll see.