Monday, September 3, 2007

CrAzY eMoTiOnS

I have been an emotional wreck lately and I have no idea why. I had two instances this weekend where my anti-social self decided to creep in and ruin good times. We had a little get together on Friday and after being downstairs with everyone for about an hour, I couldn't handle it anymore and had to go to my room. And then last night, Megs and I had talked about drinking and having a good time since there were no classes today due to Labor Day and I didn't have to work. But without warning, I started crying and hid away in my room. This is starting to get ridiculous. I have been emotional before but it seems to be really affecting me now. I think I need to go to the doctor and talk about getting on the Yaz birth control since I'm almost positive I have PMDD and that's why I get like this every month. I also need to get my Thyroid checked out too and maybe talk about anti depressants or anxiety medication. Anyone who knows me knows I HATE taking any medication to feel better, but enough is enough. I'm not going to allow this year to go by horribly when maybe medication can help. We'll see.

1 comment:

Katelyn said...

I concur. Medications aren't always the answer, but after a good amount of time and effort, sometimes meds are what you need. I'm sorry you didn't have a great time this past weekend. Wish I could have been there to comfort you,hun. I miss you like crazy. No one here that I've met yet quite gets my sense of humor. Everyone's really nice but I've ended up being more of 'the quiet one' than the outgoing person that I can be.
Let me know what the doctor says and how things end up. Love you babe!